A dreamer.....

“A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world.”
-- Oscar Wilde.

We learn about much more ourselves from people around us rather than from ourselves. Weird. But still it must be one of those twisted mysteries of life. Have you ever noticed the way you look into nothingness when you are thinking or did you ever realize that you tend to walk a little fast when you are nervous. Probably not.

In the same way i never thought i could write stories until i started to entertain my sister with a few bed time stories which slowly found it's way to my blog and people started complementing on them.

In a way, I feel inspired. I always wanted to write. And when i think that may be i may have a chance to write a book, it brings a fresh shot of adrenaline through my veins. I feel inspired, invigorated and ooohhhh.... you simply can't out it into words. Its like looking into the eyes of a lovely girl who you have never met before and falling in love with her head over heals believing that she will also fall in love with you. Its in a way too much of an aphrodisiac. A dream.

Like one of my friends told me when I told him my idea of writing a novel - Dreams not only bring hopes but also broken hearts when they go unrealized.

But thats OK. I think I can live with me as a failure but i think it really isn't worth to live out your life without trying to do what you want.

So I have decided to write a novel and a collection of short stories and to that purpose i have deleted all the stories that i was hosted in my blog.

I remember my father once saying that once you decided that you wanted to do something - Make a commitment to yourself. That way cannot cheat yourself of victory by getting eroded into the daily process of life. And thats what i would like to do in my blog from this magnificence of a day onwards.